So the hunt is over! Thank the stars where God resides, because I was starting to lose it (my mind).
It is so crazy to endure all the crazy feelings that are involved before, during, and after with jobs. I was at a job I hated and tortured myself all day with the thought of where else I could be, what else I could be doing which didn’t involve making another dime for the man. I took a stand for what I believed in (me) and was fired from that job. Whoosh…bring on the feeling of sadness, relief, and frustration! Those aren’t a good mix to work with people!!!!
Let the job hunt begin…bring on the feeling of worthlessness! Your telling me that I am not as awesome as I thought I was, what the hell people! Day after day torturing myself with the what If’s. AND trying to stay positive so I don’t drive away my amazing fiancé.♥
Got a job….insert ecstatic relieved excitement here! Only goes to show (me) that God does answer prayers, sometimes with a not this one, or a not now. But he answers them for sure.